weird me...

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most people feels intimidated by me... i think it comes with the looks, and especially when i don't smile... to quote a friend of mine, it's like the "talk-to-me-and-die" look... so most 1st impressions are usually, "wah, she's looks very scary... wah she like super fierce..."
haha... actually, when i think of it, it's really quite funny... but i'm quite used to it really... it's always those who dun really know me who have this type of thinking...

on the contrary, i think i'm kinda weird, which many friends have already pointed out... with so many weird personalities all in one person, it's a wonder why i'm not schizo...

here's some things people might not know, or dun know that much of...

1) i'm an otaku... literally... for those who dun know what an otaku is, it basically means someone who is obsessed with a particular thing... in my case, anime & manga... once you get me talking about it, i can just go on and on and on.... but i'm not the ultimate otaku, cos that's Moo Moo... she has TONS of gashapons and unassembled MS models... and mainly all GS/GSD related... i'm not as rich as her, so i'll never get to that stage in life... though i'm collecting my own One Piece sets too... arrghh!!! it's all 损友 No. 1's fault!!

2) i always seems to like people/things that others might not find likeable... be it clothes (my sis can vouch for that), movies (eg. Jet Li's Hero, Stephen Chow's Journey to the West), anime characters or even actors (another one my sis can vouch)... and things that people will like, i might not like... one good example; Levi's jeans... just like people dun understand why i can spend $40plus on a gashapon set, i dun understand why people spend so much on a pair of jeans, which everyone else on the streets wear... but that's partially bcos my need of wearing jeans are usually restricted to weekends and when i'm on night shift... plus, after coming back from australia, i've realized the most important thing of all... SG is just too freaking HOT! i rather wear skirts nowadays...

3) i AM fierce... but only when i need to... even being fierce needs energy one leh... not that simple to knit your eyebrows together and start shouting at people... i used to be lots worse when i was in primary and secondary school, but after that, i just got bo chap i think... can't be bothered to scold the guys for things they keep insisting to do, or others for not doing anything at all... now, i'm just a more stern person... still needa knit eyebrows together, but not as much... kekeke...

4) MSN... one of the very few people who resisted signing up on msn until the beginning of this year... even until now, i dun have a long list of listed friends (10-15) and i used to never go in unless i've got "business" with the animals united people... like planning to go suntan, transferring files to each other, shopping trip etc etc... but i've gotten alittle better now... at least i dun go in every 2 months right... now got aleast once a week... heehee...

5) i'm alittle insane... well, most people dun really know that about me, unless i'm really close to them... or my work friends who i spend 1/3 of of day with... it can get pretty out of control, especially if the friends i'm with are also abit crazy... haha... you know who you are... hard to explain here... you'll just have to get to know me better... mwahahaha...

6) i'm a procrastinator... not that many would think that of me... people still think of me as the efficient worker, but in reality, if i can leave something to the last min, i will leave it to the last min...
most famous example: getting a date for retaking my advance driving test so i can retake my driving again... been procrastinating ever since i got back from studies...
reasons: BBDC so out of the way... and i keep telling myself i'll go down before i start my afternoon shift, but i never wake up early enough to do it... =P but but, i've already done that (on my last half-day off), so i'm more motivated to get my licence now...

7) i'm super emotional... i can cry with a drop of a hat, as long as i got the stimulant... heck! i can even get teary-eye reading newspaper article, so that's how bad i can be... as long as you can name the media, i've cried before... either reading (books, manga, articles), watching (movies, anime, serials) or listening (radio programs)... must've come from my mom's side of the family... it doesn't even have to be very touching... *grumbles* over-active tear ducts...

8) even being a procrastinator, i still think i'm quite the workaholic at work... and i can't stand it when there's work to be done, yet there's still some who just walk around doing nothing, or as we say it KLKK... (走来走去 in hokkien) i mean, it's obvious that there's tons of work to be done, and instead of doing other mindless things, shouldn't they just be doing what is piling up on the table... the worse thing is, during a busy time in the lab, when there's alot of blood slides to be screened, the person just takes a few, takes super long to read the few slides, then goes back to KLKK after that... dun work just for show can...

so basically, i'm just generally weird... there's still alot of things that makes me, me, but i can't think anymore... it's late... i need sleep... tomorrow is another working day... working 8am is a drag...

my 1st thoughts every morning at 6am is, "should i fake MC today?" but i never do it... haiz... even today when i'm feeling really rotten in the morning with a slight sore throat and looking more corpse-like in the mirror... uugghh....